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I'm in a long distance relationship for a year right now and finally she came back for a vacation. Of course, as a boyfriend, I'm so excited to see her. But when I meet her, she seems like not the girl that I used to know before when she went out of the country. I feel so bad but I try to understand her because maybe she is just busy of thinking what to do for the whole month (she only have 1 month vacation). As the days went by, I notice her chatting with someone else. I tried to borrow her phone to take a look on the person that she is busy chatting with but she didn't let me. I ask why but she only give me an answer of " It's personal". Yes, it is but but I'm not used to it because before, we are transparent that we even exchange our phone for a week to know who's the persons that we are calling and texting with. To make the story short, I found out that she is doing unfaithful act. But she confessed to me about it. She said, she met a guy on the flight on her way here. Some sort of flight steward and said his cute. damn... I was hurt so much that I don't know know what to do. I feel so pathetic. I said, I will fight for you no matter what. But, if you really love the other guy and the guy will love you and take good care of you same as I do, I will let go. Yes it will hurt but their's nothing I can do if you're not inlove with me anymore. I told her that and she felt guilty of the things that she did. She ask for forgiveness and I accept it. I can't imagine myself losing her. We are okay right now and has a constant communication. I always pray for our relationship to surpass all the trials that we get across with. The thing is, all I want is for her to be happy. I love her so much that I'm willing to give-up for her happiness.