How would you feel?

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My mom's been acting rather distant from me for the past year or so. Whenever I call her, the first thing she says to me in a rather rude voice is "what do you want?" I tell her things like "I want to talk to you, you are my mother. I want to make sure you're alright." She continues to say things like she's fine, but she's busy (usually watching TV, or so she says). So I say okay, tell her I love her (she doesn't say it back) and we hang up. Back in November I got a call from one of my uncle's (through marriage), which is weird as he never calls me. My aunt (his wife and my mother's oldest sister) is the one that usually calls. I found out through him that my mom is having health issues (I won't go into all the details, it's just way too long). He, along with some of the rest of the family expressed their concern for my mother. So much so, that this particular aunt and uncle wanted me to check on her. So I did... When I got there my step father welcomed me in and left me alone to be with my mother. My mother, who was sitting on their couch was acting all slow (which is unlike her) and couldn't seem to remember things. My first thought was Alzheimer's. My stepfather comes storming in at some point and starts yelling at me about how I did this to her with all the money I took lately which was causing her stress and all sorts of health issues. (Funny, I haven't asked her for any monetary help in years, so this came as a huge shock to me.) I normally try to be respectful of my elders. However, I don't take being yelled at very well, so I yelled right back telling him I didn't know what the _______ he was talking about. We did this for several minutes and then he eventually stormed off... After he did, I cried. I didn't know what was going on, but between the excitement of getting a new job (the one that didn't work out), hearing that my mom was having health issues, and getting yelled at, my mind was a big jumble. So I just let it out. My poor mom, I didn't want her to see me like this. I apologized and we talked some. But still, I couldn't really get anything out of her. As she had a bill in front of her that she was trying to figure out I offered to pay it. My stepfather wasn't too keen on the idea at first...his pride wouldn't accept it. But I eventually persuaded him to let me pay it. At that point he had calmed down enough and we were able to talk. We had a good talk too...or so I thought. I found out about my mother's health issues, as well as about the money she's been taking out of her account (again, I told my stepfather I knew nothing about it). My mom acted like she couldn't remember taking out any of the money, but the bank statement was right there, laid out on the dining room table. I also found out both of them have trouble remembering things. From what my step father told me it's from the prescriptions they are on. I eventually left, but went back about a week later to check on things. Everything seemed to be okay. My mom thanked me for everything and even said she loved me before I drove away. But when I called in, it started up again. She'd say, "what do you want?" all over again. It happened every...single...time. So finally, I went to their place after work yesterday (Valentine's Day). As I couldn't seem to get anywhere on the phone with her I figured I'd drop by instead. Boy, was that a mistake! When they opened the door, my mom again asked me in that rude voice "what do you want?", and my stepfather starts yelling at me all over again about money issues and saying it was elder abuse?!? And that they were going to take action against me!?! Whether it's the drugs talking or not, I didn't like all the drama unfolding around me, so I left. BTW apparently they got a brand new car which I saw for the first time yesterday. Before they opened their door I was going to congratulate them on it, but now it just makes me wonder how they could afford it if I'm "stealing" all their money. (Speaking of stealing, my stepfather's one to talk. He owes his kids years worth of back payments for child support he never bothered to pay...) I hate to say it, but I don't see myself going back there. I also don't see any point calling my mom anymore. It's such a sad situation, but I don't know what else to do. Needless to say, it makes me feel like crap. By the way, please don't criticize me. I'm not looking for that. Nor am I looking for advice. I would however like to know how you'd feel if this happened to you. Additionally I almost didn't start this discussion at all, but I just had to get this off my chest. If you made it this far I want to say thank you so much for listening! I certainly appreciate it!