firefly18

@firefly18 (12)

Philippines • Age 40

Joined myLot 18 years ago

til the wind chimes

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Discussions (6)

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men... tsk tsk

firefly18 @firefly18 (12) • Philippines 9 Mar 07

I just got home... it is a great night indeed. but my head is spinning.. it aches.. am I just tired? Yes, I am..tired of this life I have. We earn little credit once we succeed and an avalanche of blame when we fail. It's always...

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garfield

firefly18 @firefly18 (12) • Philippines 7 Mar 07

Im 22 (running 23) and I'm still fond of Garfield.. I'm crazy over him.. I think he's sooo adorable, so cute.. so hugable... How about you? like him too or another character?

hurt

firefly18 @firefly18 (12) • Philippines 7 Mar 07

I found myself in love and after few weeks find myself out of it. This experience left me with pain and scar.. Is it worth it?

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hurt

firefly18 @firefly18 (12) • Philippines 7 Mar 07

I found myself in love and after few weeks find myself out of it. Thi experience left me with pain and scar.. Is it worth it?

faceless

firefly18 @firefly18 (12) • Philippines 7 Mar 07

I'm sorry for cying. I'm sorry I feel sick. Sorry for being a woman. Sorry for being a child. I feel lonely. I feel alone. I want to go down to my knees, cradle myself and shed the tears that longed for release. Life is a pack...

suicide

firefly18 @firefly18 (12) • Philippines 6 Mar 07

I'm enjoying the hatred and the pain too much to give it up. I began to realize that hatred is self defeating and I knew I must resolve it or be consumed by it. I put the blade in my wrist and tried to put pressure against the...

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