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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 6 Jan

Happy New Year Everyone! Let me just say it's been a rough last year and we're hoping for better this year. We took our week long trip back home. It was so much needed. My niece is absolutely adorable and I can't wait to see...

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Jordan Lader Glad to be back. It was a sad Christmas but a great vacation back home. Also glad to jump right back into a routine again. No rest for the weary lol.

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 22 Dec

It's Monday on the week of Christmas. We dug our presents yesterday and cried. There were presents mom had that she had picked out with dad. Happy memories but still really rough. I really should point out that I know that...

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Jordan Lader Fingers are crossed all across the board here. The weather isn't going to cooperate too well but we're pushing through.

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 22 Dec

It's Monday on the week of Christmas. We dug our presents yesterday and cried. There were presents mom had that she had picked out with dad. Happy memories but still really rough. I really should point out that I know that...

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Jordan Lader @celticeagle There are. Not sure where I fall yet just working through it.

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 22 Dec

It's Monday on the week of Christmas. We dug our presents yesterday and cried. There were presents mom had that she had picked out with dad. Happy memories but still really rough. I really should point out that I know that...

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Jordan Lader We have a lot of people on our side, ones that won't let me just wallow. It helps to talk about those we've lost even while it hurts.

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 22 Dec

It's Monday on the week of Christmas. We dug our presents yesterday and cried. There were presents mom had that she had picked out with dad. Happy memories but still really rough. I really should point out that I know that...

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Jordan Lader @AmbiePam It is. I want to see everyone but the slow down may kill me.

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 22 Dec

It's Monday on the week of Christmas. We dug our presents yesterday and cried. There were presents mom had that she had picked out with dad. Happy memories but still really rough. I really should point out that I know that...

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Jordan Lader I hope but I have a feeling it's going to be emotional overload.

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader @kaylachan I'm sorry. I know I'll have to feel everything when we go to Maryland after Christmas. It's going to be a week of slow down and I won't have a choice. I'm kinda dreading it.

22 Dec

Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader @kaylachan It just doesn't feel like it right now. Mom keeps saying lets skip Christmas this year but I have this fear that if we do it this year we will every year and I don't want that. I know it hurts but they loved Christmas, both Gram and Daddy.

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader @kaylachan Does it ever get better?

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader Faster than I planned. I'm so lost on everything. There's so much that hasn't been done that we keep saying next year. We just have to make it to next year

22 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader Sometimes even being around people you can be overrun by memories. I may not know what it's like for you but I know what it's like for me. Right now I'm just trying to get through the rest of this year, I hope you can find some kind of joy in the holiday but...

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader @AngelNelson Thanks. We're hoping too :) Not sure it can get much worse

17 Dec

Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader I tried the to-do list then lost the list then more stuff got added to it. It's just been a bad year.

17 Dec

Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader We've come to the realization that next year will be better. There is so much we didn't do but a normal Christmas for us doesn't involve funerals and trying to sell things.

17 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

So is anyone else in panic mode? Just me? Ok then.... My husband did his husbandly duty of telling me that we're leaving next week. I then proceeded to argue with him until he he showed me the calendar. Unfair tactic but...

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Jordan Lader Thank you. We're quite excited

17 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 16 Dec

I have to say though I haven't been on here much, I have been truly blessed. I know I say I have issues with the fire department but some of the people in it are just amazing. We have been having such a hard time financially...

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Jordan Lader Thank you. Everyone keeps making me cry this year. Not that it's hard to do right now but still lol. The feeling of actually being noticed is odd after being pushed aside this year. I'll get over that part but this...all the help and those who have rallied to...

16 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 10 Dec

So Chris lives across the street from a rock quarry. I do mean right across. We're fighting now to do something about that. They did an unscheduled blast the other day that shook the houses along the street and much farther....

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Jordan Lader @arunima25 I saw that today. We may be going that way.

16 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 10 Dec

So Chris lives across the street from a rock quarry. I do mean right across. We're fighting now to do something about that. They did an unscheduled blast the other day that shook the houses along the street and much farther....

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Jordan Lader What should be done and what's going on are two different things

16 Dec

Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 10 Dec

So Chris lives across the street from a rock quarry. I do mean right across. We're fighting now to do something about that. They did an unscheduled blast the other day that shook the houses along the street and much farther....

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Jordan Lader We may be going that high. I just didn't think of it till now

16 Dec

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Jordan Lader @JordanLader (6697) • Sparta, Tennessee 9 Dec

It is Tuesday and I have to say that I'm an a decent mood. I'm not going to say that I'm ok but I'm here and things are going pretty decent. We've been hanging out with Chris and Kyle a lot lately. It's nice to be back to that...

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Jordan Lader I understand that. I just know that this year will not be the same. Not in the least and as much as I try to put that smile on, I'm crying inside. It'll probably be like that for a while

16 Dec

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