totally Disgusting!

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Hi guys, just want to vent my feelings and how disgusted I am.. I have a cousin who is 2 years younger than me and whom I'd met only last year after 18 long years. His Mom is my father's older sister. So apparently, we are first cousins. Our Aunt (another sibling of my father and his mom) informed me about him that he just graduated from college and If maybe I can help him to find a job.We are all in the different cities. And so I told my Aunt to tell my cousin to see me. I helped him. And fortunately, he was able to land a job as contractual worker( 6 months contract) in the same company in which I am currently working. But he was assigned in another office which is located in another city ( we have no relatives in that city). As cousin and as thoughtful as I was, I told him that if he gets bored he could come and visit me or our relatives over the weekend. And so he did. I was even treating him as my younger brother. He used to informed me about his whereabouts and what he's doing in his work through cellphone. I've noticed that he'd been doing that regularly. And so sometimes I don't respond to his messages anymore. He was even angry at me that I didn't respond. He still sees me over the weekend and even slept in my apartment. But I've noticed that he was acting so strange, he's dealing things like we are not cousins. From then on, I discouraged him to go my place and I've been doing/telling excuses so he can't see me. One weekend, he went to the city again with his co-worker and informed me if maybe we could meet somewhere because he wants to treat me. I decided to meet him this time but I brought an office mate with me whom I would like to introduced to her and I was thinking maybe she could be a potential friend or girlfriend or whatsoever for him just to divert his attention or feelings towards me. And so It worked. They became friends and been going out regularly. He still texts me but I didn't respond again to his messages. I was at ease to learned that there's something special going on with him and my officemate. My cousin's contract had ended. And just yesterday my officemate-friend informed me that my cousin is coming to get his exit pay. She asked me if I'll meet my cousin. And so I said heck no, I find him so strange and I can't understand his behavior sometimes. He is so immature to get mad at me when I don't respond to his messages. And so I am actually mad at him. My officemate-friend gave me a strange smile and blatantly told me that, " sure you won't understand his behavior because your cousin likes you, he has feelings for you!". I was appalled.I knew his actions were deliberate about his feelings for me when we are together but I feel horrible to have heard it from someone. And then, my friend told me (as I was staring at her horrified)that my cousin had told her that, he gets hurt when I rejected him or to see me together with my boyfriend and etc..et..etc..Very disgusting, indeed. This morning, I received a message from my cousin informing me that he was outside the office and he comes to get his exit pay from the HR. Of course, I didn't see him nor respond to his message. It's better that way. I can't afford to see him. I'm sick with what I've just learned, I might slap him if I can not hold my temper. I know I can't blame him if he likes me or whatsoever. But heck, that is aberrant and can never accept it.