Do you live by the judgement of other people?Or are the type that does not care?

I agree with your way of thinking and wish I was able to not worry about what other's thought but have never been able to do so . I always worry about what other's are going to think and will do something that does not make me happy to try and please others . I believe this has to do with a low self esteem as I am able to see this clearly in others so even though I don't see it as such in myself , feel that it must be how others see me . Only when I am really mad can I express how I really feel and not care about the thoughts of others but if I have a cooling down period then I will say nothing at all and complain to family and friends but try to keep the peace with the one I am hurt and upset with . I hate when people are fighting and will keep my mouth shut if I feel I can make someone else happy about a decision they made in life just to keep the peace of all those around me :)