When was the last time you felt alone and lonely ?

i usually feel alone and lonely.. and that happens even if i have a lot of people around me.. this usually happens when i have something on my mind and there's noone i can talk to about it. someone who would understand and not make fun of me. someone who would need no explanation and would be able to identify what i'm going to say.. and the funny thing is, this happens whenever i'm with a bunch of loved ones, like family and friends. i can't even think of someone to text my thoughts to. maybe the last time, was an hour ago, when i was on my way to work..

When I am in a room full of people, I felt alone because I am trying to explain something to them, and they don't understand what I am trying to say, and I am the only one who knows what I am saying.That is some of the time, not all of the time.

I feel lonely daily, and usually when it`s night time and i can stay with my emotions, to feel them. But i try to overcome it and not to allow this to ruins my motivation for life.