I feel like i'm a total loser
By hey_baby
@hey_baby (425)
Philippines
May 2, 2007 10:08am CST
everytime i look at my friends photos in friendster or in my egroups, they look so happy. one of my highschool friend is living the life i wanted. she's in new york, a housewife, got a handsome doctor husband, and just recently i found out she's 4 mos pregnant.
another highschool classmate is also in the states with her family, they look so happy and contented, fulfilled in their lives.
my former officemate went to doha to get a better paying job. my sister in law too..
they seem to be living their lives well, while i'm stuck here being miserable.
i just want a simple life, staying at home and taking care of my son. and i would love to have another child.
in reality, i'm a single mom whose struggling to raise my son alone. a few years back when i still got a husband, we were trying so hard to get pregnant.
everytime i look at their pictures i realize how pathetic my life is.
3 responses
@stacyv81 (5903)
• United States
22 Jun 07
well, they are just pictures, people who pose for pictures usually always look happy, you never know what is really going on, you could be the happiest one! I dont think your life sounds pathetic at all....you have a son! What a great accomplishment! And it sounds like you are doing what you can for the both of you! Everyone has their struggles, but no need for jealousy as you never know how things really are, ya know? Keep your head up, be strong...this too shall pass =)
@Ih8work6 (21)
• Australia
21 Jun 07
Hey dont feel like that life is to short to be miserable. You have to make the most out of what this world has to offer, if you sit around and wait for things to come to you, you might be waiting a long time. Sounds like you need to get out and let your hair down meet new people. I'm sure you are a lovely person and there is always someone out there for you.
@navinshan (3933)
• Canada
2 May 07
This is the situation for many of us in this world, since life consist of both sadness and happiness at some point of time, and moreover some people believe in the karma theory that says that, whatever mistakes who may have committed you would be punished for those sins by the god, so try to do service to the people and see the change who have a good and happy life like others, and never feel jealous of any one.
