Anyone on SSD disability?

I do as well...I have had 3 back surgeries in the past few years,,I have soo much hardware in my back there are days I can feel it rubbing..and where they took bone from my pelvic area to place in my back.kills me.along with my right hip, thigh, and legs..:( I have degenerative disc disease, degenerative arthritis,I get soo immobile..that there are days i cant get out of bed..or the couch..and when it get so cold..I just cry..And this siux on so many levels cause i have a 4yr old and im a single momma..its like battling for my will somedays so i can play with him and try not to let him know how much pain im in..I feel for ya..I really do..