Does he still loves me?

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Im so sad... I still am at the moment... Hours ago, my boyfriend and i had decided that we shouldnt meet for the day as hes tired and sick... To me, yesh i want him to rest... So i thought a surprised visit would do him good... But when i was on my way there, i already regretted visiting him... It took him awhile to answer my calls... Saddening and discouraging... Bought some buns and herbal tea for him as hes sick... He told me to go up his house but i didnt want as i wanted him to rest... Yesh, down he came... But he persuaded me to go up his house... Okie, i went... We were happy for a moment... but the next, thunder and storm came... He mentioned i did not let him rest... We agreed on not meeting yet i came over and he mentioned that he rather watched vcds as tts considered resting too... He also said that im not understanding enough... Im truly traumatised... Im really sad... I gave him a chance to explain his words and all he said was: Hes too tired to explain... N why should he explain everything... I felt so sad so i decided to head home and he insisted on sending me home as tts what he does to all his exs... He never lets them go home alone... Tt makes me more furious... The journey home was slow and sad.... I cant help crying... But i didnt sobz loudly, just tears flowing though... Before i left for my house, we still gave each other a good bye kiss... But, afterwhich everything took for a turn... He msged me again saying hoping i was more understanding yet everytime i wasnt... I jus told him... I really tried... But hes reli not a tactful person, everytime he spoke, it hurts me... N after exchanging a few more msgs... He stopped replying... After half an hour, i finally msg and asked is he asleep... He said he was waiting for me to sleep... Okie... Everything stopped... Finally... I told him i miss him and for him to have a good night rest... He just told me: Orh... Night... I felt so sad... He doesnt even misses me anymore... No more i love u, i miss u and sweet nothings... Not tt i must hear it every now and then... But i already said i miss u, cant u reply a i miss u too? Its really disheartening... Does he still loves me? Or is our relationship going to be over soon?Im so sad i dun wanna think... I still love him... I really do... Haiz... Just need to grunt... I miss him... Sobz... =(