do you breastfeed? did you breastfeed your child???

I tried to on my 2 oldest. I was told with my oldest that becasue i had her 10 weeks early that my milk just never came in and i even pumped to try and get to come until she was ready to feed herself but i never got anything of significace. Then when carried to term with my second child and felt as if i had some milk was excited to try and i was unable to do it then either then a consultant told me after sending my baby home with me to try and feed that i had some weird tissue mishapen something that didnt allow me to have enough glands to produce milk. and all this time they thought that and never told me, and here i had this straving baby goog thing the hospital had a sample formula in the gift bag they gave me. and so when it came to having my 3rd i told everyone that i didnt want to hear mention of it.