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almost everyday I heared people from crying of so much worries and fears about the things in this world,most of them are my friends, some are my co-workers and some are just some one I've just heared. Some times I'm numb to feel it,I say there's nothing new about it, as time passes by I'm getting used to think it's normal...I always just find my self walking home with these thought although I'm not thinking of it but it just pop up else where..i don't know!Why there so much worries and fears here on earth.. y there's so much misery... I've been thinking on what to do with my life... for the past few days I've been confused on what is it that I want ... what do I want to do...where am I in my life?...why I am lonely ... lonely! TOday, I woke up seeing the same things like its yesterdays and still yesterday...in my workplace ...I suddenly feel i need an air, its as if I can't breath, I'm catching my breath... sunddenly I just find my self in a place where I used to go to let my tears go...I closed my eyes and tears flow...tears of sadness , confusion, worries...loneliness...then suddenly I open my eyes ,catch my breath and I saw the clouds... It so so blue...beautiful...and peaceful then out of nothing I just saw beauty and peacefulness.. then I saw the trees..leaves it so amazing the way they move the way the wind makes it dance...I smiled.. I realized there's a lot of things that is more beautiful than misery and worries...I found out that the beauty is in me in my heart,the peace that I'm always longing is just in me...today I stop those fears I know they will just be there but i don't mind as long as there's hope that I can find somewhere in the sky...you, what's your inner thought today?