Your chance to say what you CAN'T tell him/her

I am really not an expressive person,i always let him guess what i always feel about him. So,if i do have guts to say all of these words to him,i would certainly and heartily say that he is my happiness and i want to grow old with him. I know that i am not that perfect woman for him but i will try all that i can to prove to him that i really love and treasure him for the rest of my life.

this might hurt my partner alot but i dont knw how to tell him this and i knw its cheatin him but very late i realized that i love the person who has been wid me since childhood and if my partner comes to knw abt this he'll be completly broken becoz last yr we both faced betrayals and cheatin on each other many a times and still we are together becoz he says that he want to spent the entire his life wid me....and we have forgiven each other becoz we both understand that bein a teenager we tend to get attracted to other .....and now tat i have given my commitment to him its hard to me to tell him tat i no longer feel tha same i used to feel for u.....this dilemma is knw to my childhood frnd(whom i lov)tats why our relationship have never crossed the boundaries of frndshp i dont htink it'll ever crosss it hurts alot but i have to take it all my life

your a jerk . . :P