after breakup?!?!

breaking up is a hard thing for all of who gets through it.i remembered mine,we where together for 10 yrs,and then in just a glimpse,he just changed...he found someone new...its a very bad heartbreak for me cos he was my first and ive loved him so dearly...but then,when i thought of all the things hes done inside that 10 yrs,it makes me more stronger to accept it all...its like i said to myself---im fed up and i need to go on with my life......years passed,we get to see eachother again after the break up,we got to talk,spend time together and he then realized that he's life were not the same after the break-up...now,we have two kids and living happily...people do change i might say.

breaking up and letting go of someone you love really hurts... But for me i just cry for everynight in 1 week alone in my room... burst my emotions! I'll try not to be bitter. if parted ways because we were not meant to be then ill accept the fact that we are not really for each other and i widen my mind for me if he is no longer happy with me then there's no use if he stay with me. Seeing him happy makes me happy too! and thats my ultimate dream to see my love one happy.it will be more hurtful if i know he is not happy with me. after that i pray that if he really loves me he wont leave me. i konw that we were given a wrong person so when we finally meet the rigth one we will know how to bw thankful for that gift. I consider that a new phase of my life.., and its not yet the end of the world but a beginning of a new life, so you need to move on if he comes back then your meaant to be...

when two people have fallen out of love, a breakup is inevitable. i had always been prepared and see it coming when my boyfriend and i become quarrelsome because we no longer agree on so many things. the relationship has already gone tiresome and boring and so i tell him that we are breaking up. if he does not accept my proposal, i will just simply move away from him. i can never take a nagger and a man who always lean on jealousy as the cause of his insecurities.

of course, i always cried after breaking up..i'm an emotional person so i can't help my self not to cry every night..but maybe in a few months, i can recover, specially when theres another man who will court me, then he makes me happy and also i have my friends who always there for me in times of pain..

When i broke off with my second boyfriend, my bestfriend accompanied me in a spa. We had full body massage and had dinner. It's one way to forget and relax at least for a while. And having someone to talk to really eases the pain. Go online here in mylot, time flies so fast here :) By the way, scary pic you got there! :D lol

After breakup, I ask myself "What did I do wrong?". It comes to my mind that we are not for each other. Then I send her a note "If I love someone I will set her free, if she came back we are destined for each other"

after breakfast i did 5 minutes walk and then i watched tv for 15 minutes and played shuttle with my sister..............

my world once has full of laughters...so meaningfull...full of life! life was so wonderful wonderful! when we broke up, my life became empty!... I want to forget here but everyday I cant't stop myself reminishing the past.