What would you do?

You need to get some help. Depression is a very serious condition and you really do need to speak to a doctor right away. They can help you with your depression. Just remember, your family needs you.

depression is something that is very hard to deal with and it seems like a constant battle with your self to control it meds help some and your surroundings play a big part on it to tho i can kind of understand where your coming from My mother also gave me up and my dad wouldnt take me in so i was placed in foster care Tho I have family I couldnt tell you much about them I have two kids both grown when they was little I tryed killing myself a couple of times I felt it was best for everyone I felt no love but seeing the fear in my kids eyes even today when I start going into a depressed state I dont have the guts to try it again I saw how much my kids have suffered because of it I also am in a relationship that needs to end and I am scared to end it I dont want to be alone tho I realy wont cause my kids are always stopping by checking on me Plaese get help soon depression not only hurts you but those around that care it hurts also I still fight it but now I know why i do It for my kids

Cheer up!...It's not the end of the world. Remember you have kids to love and to take care. If you want to have partner make sure that he's responsible enough to accept and love you children. No matter what happens always give the children your priorities.