should i have my second baby now?

@kishchun (497)
Oman
June 10, 2007 6:47am CST
can you please help me with your views on this, advise me? my only son is twelve years old and doing well, in his high school. i did not have another child out of my own choice due to unstable relationship, due to my irresponsible and cruel husband and inlaws. nowadays i feel guilty sometimes thinking whether my son will miss having a sibling. he used to ask for one when he was around 5 years old, but not any more. still, i wonder ... but of course my husband and the rest are all the same, as brutal as ever. i earn my living and look after my son. yes, am a busy working mom, and what's more, am 40 - that's old, isn't it? huh! sometimes i yearn for a baby - is that normal? please talk to me about this. thanks
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