who is the closest person to u??

You can count me in Your list..... i have no one who closest to me or my heart that can know me better... There are times when i don't know what i am doing in this world cos i have no interest in marrying or having babies and the person i love is too occupied with his kids from previous and my mom and dad are better off without me, my sister's thing i am too stupid to make my own decisions and my friends are tired of telling me i could have done something better with my life..so i guess there is a lot to be talked about and yet there is no one.. So the best thing is to keep one's own company and i am happy that way...sometimes!!

There is so many people out there I wouldn't go to when Im feeling depressed and sometimes it can be the most difficult thing to do. When Im feeling depressed I am normally really hating myself and asheamed of the way I feel which makes it alot harder. A few years back I had a heart to heart with one of my friends and I told her how down I get sometimes and she had absolutely no idea and she was my best friend. She says she wondered why I ignored her calls and stuff sometimes. See just telling her how I get sometimes she said she would know whenever soemthing was wring and try and help me out of it. Even just knowing she was there for me makes it so much easier.