So here's what happened to me

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Five days and counting to the day that Carl's gets paid, it is a Sunday Morning and I am not at all feeling well. I am dizzy, nausias and my heart feels like it wants to jump right out of my throat... I kept telling my body, Body you are not ill and you are not experiencing any side effects due to no medication. Usually this would work and usually I can go for a period of 5 days without my medication, but not today. It was only the second day without the meds so what is going on. With money being very tight and much tighter than usual this month I did not go and get my meds renewed knowing there was no money for it. By Sunday night 8pm i was having a panic attack and had to call a friend to rush me to the hospital. I could not believe this was happening... for two and a half years I have not had one and now over something so stupid. I felt ridiculous. Anyway after having had one again after so long made me even more scared. I went to work but just could not hold out... I needed to get home and sleep off the meds they gave me in hospital. Fortunately the doc booked me off for 3 days to recover and my Manager said it was fine to go home for the rest of the day. I slept the entire day away and recovered sufficiently to come to work today... I hope they stay away now, but it is the tingling sensation in my face, the constant dizziness and nausia and the pounding of my heart that really got to me... I just could not help it and my head becomes all funny inside and I feel like I am going mad. But I survived. Too weird, I thought I was over it all...