When do you stop Holding that Grudge?

@eva_diva (287)
Philippines
June 20, 2007 4:52am CST
He made me feel so secure before. We laughed at each other's jokes, made fun of of each other's features and exchanged heartfelt interests and voiced our opinions. We danced in the rain, played hide and seek and we decided not to grow up too fast. My brother was a whole lot of fun until another friend came into the scene. He hid under the name of metamphetamines and destroyed our relationship like a crumbled Tower of Pisa after a devastating earthquake. Who used to love me before has metamorphosed into a vile creature of violence. He no longer made fun of me, now, people are making fun of him. We no longer danced in the rain. The desire to do that disappeared when our lives became so cloudy. Who would have thought that a gram of cocaine can kill the lives of dozen people. Me and my brother, we still live together with my mom but everytime I see him, I see someone else. I see a man, devoid of emotion..I see my brother dying..it's a sad sight.
1 response
• China
20 Jun 07
In my opinion.Love is giving but not taking.Talk with your brother and try to give more love to him.Find out the reason of the problem between you and your brother.Find the reason first from yourself but not from him.I hope you can become better.
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@eva_diva (287)
• Philippines
20 Jun 07
Thank you for the advice. I did try talking to him but it didnt work. He is addicted and I have thrown him to so many rehab centers but it didnt work for him. :(