friends or hidden lovers

i think there are a lot of man did as what you mean to me before.i know that they were interesting to go further more than friend with me,but they had no gut to spoke out what they want in heart because they saw me belong to some guys they thought their conditions are better.actually they just dont understand my mind,if they had spoke out at the time,some of them would have a chance.

i'm currently on a non-committed relationship with a guy i really like.we're friends but i haven't fallen in love with him.i have friends asking me about our status.it's just so complicated.no,don't get me wrong,he's neither married nor divorced.i think he's just afraid of commitment but he hasn't seen any other women for the past 9 months except for me.

Yeah I have fallen in love with a guy that I am suppose to be friends with. Its even more complicated cause his ex-wife wants to work things out. She does not like me so it is even tougher trying to spend time with him. The hardest part is just trying to be friends with him and not act like a jealous girlfriend.