can't get him out of my head
By angelface23
@angelface23 (2494)
United States
June 26, 2007 10:21am CST
A couple years ago when I was going to the bar about every night I met this bartender. He was so sexy and gorgeous, I just had to have him. He seemed to be into me so we would flirt whenever I was in there. Problem was I had a bf at the time. He found out about it and understandably didn't talk to me for a couple days or something. After that I pretty much chased him for a while. He had a girlfriend by now but I didn't care. One night I said something to him like, "I always get what I want" and he just started kissing me. Then he went to the bathroom so I followed him in there and we started making out some more. It was really hot. After like 2 weeks of this he finally gave in and we ended up doing it on the pool table after the bar closed. I knew it was going to be a one time thing but it was so worth it.
After that I met my husband and got prego so I stopped going to the bar. I saw him a few months ago and ever since then I just can't get him out of my head. I know this whole situation sounds really sl*tty but I was drinking a lot back then which I am not proud of.
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@Graymsqtech (496)
• United States
26 Jun 07
You need to concentrate on the love you have and keep your family together. This extra stuff would ruin any marriage worth being in. I think you need to forget your fantasy and live in the real world.
@CLUBSUGAS (257)
• United States
26 Jun 07
well you are married now - it is just a memory of a good time I would say that you have now forever to look back on and say - wow - what a great time that was in my life - there will be more I know it - now with children coming into yourlife you will have even more great memories - I also do not think it is sl*tty - It would be sl**ty if you did it now being a mother I would say. But I know the feeling - sometimes I wish I were backin the past for a day
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@danishcanadian (28953)
• Canada
26 Jun 07
That does sound like a big pile of you-know-what. I never was one to hang around bars, etc. I prefered to stay home and work on my computer. I am glad I didn't do much dating when I was younger, before finding the ONE man for me, because it means I will never have to worry about getting myself into a similar situation.
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