hve u been in a situation dat u need help,then somebdy refused you?

Yes, I have been in that situation for quite sometime. I do not have any ill feeling towards others for not helping. If my intentions are honourable, god if he closes one door, opens another. I should not only express my gratitude but also try to repay the help I have received either in kind or cash.

My entire childhood was pretty much the situation of needing help and not getting it. Abuse, neglect, starvation, abandonment. What frustrates me most about all that now is that the same family who didn't want to be any part of my life when I was a child and it was their job all seem to expect something from me now, and it just makes me want to scream sometimes. I moved a very long way away from where they live, and I'm happy that I got out of the miserable ways in which they live their lives. It's not that I don't occasionally help them if they need it, I have done so in the past. However, I won't go out of my way to have a relationship with them that they haven't earned, and I let them know that.

A lot of times...and It's really hurting. but I try to understand. Life nowadays is really difficult. But I always run to my trusted friends only.