Untitled.. ( Part 1)

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Part 1: Holding back my tears..that's what i'm trying real hard to do right now especially when all the members of my family is experiencing CRISIS in our lives. Is this one way of God's test for us?.? Honestly, it is really hard to see someone so sick. You don't know what to do or how to comfort the family members when they started to get hysterical if situations get worst. You see, i have a cousin whose been in the hospital for almost two weeks now. Things were quiet smooth at first..i just can't believe right now that he's in ICU and i don't know?? what's next? I'm afraid.! As in scared to death as to what might happen next?. It gives an ache to my heart seeing my mom, my cousin's wife and kids crying over his (my cousin) condition. This are the moments that i hold back my tears. I don't want them to see me cry. One thing for sure my mom will get hysterical again if she sees someone in that state and i wanted to be there for her to comfort and tell her that things will get better soon with God's guidance. I know God is there. HE is just testing our faith. This is the best time as family to stay strong and united for my cousins sake. He's so young and still have lots of things to do and offer. He can recover soon we know. Through prayer we can surpass all these hardships we're encountering.*I'm sharing this stuff to you guys coz i just wanted you all to realize that we should cherish our time being together with our loved ones. We never can tell when, where or how they are going to leave us or either way. We should make each day count. Never forget to say 'i love you' to them as often as you want. Let them know how you feel and never hesitate to show it to them that you care. Godbless to all of US! Part 2: Au Revoir! It's really been a while i haven't posted. Always been busy. I just wanted to share something again to you guys. In case you've just visited my blog,i suggest you read first my post entitled " UNTITLED " so that you can understand me more clearly. 5months i guess have passed already and my cousin have finally rested. He died last March 7. When we've found out he's gone, mixed emotions filled us all up with my familia. We greived obviously. We sure will be missing him most especially to my mama because my mum have treated my manong sammy ( that's his name ) like his own son. She's been a witnessed to all my cousins shortcomings and success in life and up to now. Until his last breath, i know he bids goodbye to all those he considered closest to him before he laid to rest. We know he can no longer bear the pains he have encountered. He have sacrificed a lot already. There could still be a lot of good things he can offer in this world but sad to say God already has taken him away from us. We know my cousin's happpy now beacuse he's HOME finally. We may never see him again but in our hearts, he will always be remembered and cherished. May his soul Rest In Peace.... -hqb-