There I said it...
By tuezday
@tuezday (30)
Philippines
July 5, 2007 5:17am CST
I loved him since freshman days until my senior year in college. I was so certain that he was sent by God o me but I know my feelings will not take me anywhere except the road to pain and I was right about that. I hid my feelings for him for years.
But hiding it for four years did not do me any good. The more I ran away from him, the more I lure myself into falling madly in love with him. Then the worst thing happened, he fell in love with someone else and left me... UNNOTICED!
I was simple passerby to him and that's how I've always been for four years. And when I decided to make a move for him to noticed me, it did not work the way I expect it to be.
Then with tears of sadness, I set aside all my hopes that there could be a perfect love story waiting for him and me. But it was hopeless...
I have no regrets even upto the last minute, he neglected me. Even if he made i clear to me that I am of no importance to him for his heart is chained to someone else. Even if there was nothing that bind us not even friendship.
1 response
@Lucille7 (509)
• South Africa
5 Jul 07
Oh no this is so sad. I am so sorry to hear this. I really hope that you will be ok and that you will find somebody else. Somebody that will more than just notice you but who will be your friend and take care and love you forever. Hang in there friend and take care...