Still missing her

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My mum was a lovely woman, had a heart as big as you can imagine and was a wonderful, wonderful parent and my best friend. She died five years ago and there still isn't a day that goes by without thinking about her at least once. Since then I have had two more grandchildren for her, got married and settled down, something that I never thought that I would do, and matured and started to appreciate what is real in life and that we all have to take responsibility for our actions. Today I am feeling particularly down and really need to see my mum. I realize that this is not possible and I can't tell you what I would give for another 24 hours with her, just to give her the best hug, smell her again, ask her those questions about stuff that she took to the grave with her, to show her how well her grandchildren are doing, just to be near her again. You do not know what you have got until it is gone and I wish that someone could take the pain away, which has lessened over time, but her going has left a huge hole. Love you Mum xxxxxxx