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WOW... very great! i wanna consult you something i dont understand about my self.. i had the fear to fail..i always want to fight even if i know its impossible already to win. i get depressed if i cant make a certain task even if i already did the best i could. its something like depression or just being lack of serotonin..? i am also afraid of playing chess.i dont like one-on-one competition. that makes my kness shake and my heart beat go fast in motion..

Thank god that there is still a person in this world that offer their service for free. I want to consult myself, Im 20 yrs old, i got married and have a baby at 19, i love my husband and baby and im happy to serve them always. but why do i easily get angry to my husband when i see something wrong he has done even if its just a little thing to argue about. I dont know, i always found myself, nagging him and shouting at him to do something when his at home. I just cant understand myself and i want it to be lessen or gone, what can i do?

I am glad to see you here and you are offering your free service as a psychologist. I could really consult with you today. As a starter, why do you think a person like me become gay? Why do I like men over women? Please help I want to understand myself.