im blessed!
By yuBimine
@yuBimine (24)
Philippines
July 19, 2007 7:18am CST
There are several times in my life when i often ask myself about certain things which i do have a hard time answering. often, i regret something about my family and bothered of cretain preserves they inflict on me. it seems that those things often crossed my mind every night before i sleep which makes me so miserable. Yes! we are a broken family but from the every start i did not feel that i have a broken family because i was grewn up with my godparents the one who taking care of me. They are the one who shown me the love they grewn me up into a better person which i cant forget. They are beyond compare. i just want to share this a story.
one morning, i woke up without even thinking of it or im just being used of it? i dont know either!but one thing is sure, it dont bother me anymore. one day, my friends visited me and shock me with a terrifying experience they had shared to me. i cant believe what i have heard! my friend had a family problem which is obviously worst. i couldn't even imagine myself to fill in her shoes. i mean my gosh! its really bad! then i was left silent and shocked. then i realiezed how lucky and blessed i was having been with a family like mine even though im just adapted. but my bioligical dad was always supported me all my needs and all i want thats why im spoiled. my passion isnt even half of my friends atleast i ahave with me several memories to cherish in the night and at time when im alon to flourish. its good memory that could keep me warm through the night and at times of distress. from then on i value each time i spent with my family after realizing how lucky i was, but beyond all this things. i am blessed also for having my boyfrien coz he's there for me even though he's far away. he's part of my life and he's part of my story. i love my boyfriend and im thankfull for bringing him to mine and im thanking the Lord our GOd for blessing me all this time inspite and despite of what happen. i dont know what the futures hold for me, i know who holds my future. it was the Lord whom all there time sees me through because i have faith in him and i trusted him and more than that i love GOd.
1 response
@sunkissed (4330)
• United States
19 Jul 07
Well it is sovery true, that no matter how hard we think that we may have it in this life, there are always those around us that do have it so much harder. I am glad that you were able to grow up in a loving family with your Godparents. There are alot of children that do not have any family at all, they are living in orphaniges. So you are right you truly are blessed to have two people that have loved and cared for you over the years. I am so happy that you also have a wonderful boyfriend to care about you. None of us really does know what the future holds in store for us. All we can do is Lean & depend on God for our every need. If we have faith in him, he will see us through.
@yuBimine (24)
• Philippines
19 Jul 07
thank you for your response sunkissed. im not totally adopted its just that my dad had hes job which he cant be able to take care of me and my mom was in norway. so my dad decided to give me in my Godparents which is they became my parents. but my dad did not stop supporting me until he had hes accident. so it was stop but i understand coz i understand he's situation.
@sunkissed (4330)
• United States
20 Jul 07
Well dear, I know life was not real easy for you, and that it was not exactly the way you would like for it to have been, I am Glad your father loved you enough to want to make sure your every need was taken care of.I am soory he had an accident, I hope he is o.k. now. But I suppose it was the best thing for you in a long rung, to be in a stable family,It was good that your Father did support you.You have had your eyes on God, and have had faith in hime, He has seen you through alot of things, he will continue to guide you throughout your lifetime. Continue to truste in Him!!God Bless.Thank You for best response,My dear friend!!
