i'm tired!!!he's getting me tired

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i just can't resist anymore next to my partner.not even our daughter can make me change my feelings.he's getting me tired with his madly jealousy,with all his attitude.i know i'm not a saint,anybody has his own mistakes but was i so wrong that he has to punish me that way? i went to my parents as he was working and he get home early and i came back to him to late.so he became nervous and said that i am cheating him ,that i wasn't at my parents ,that i have a lover.then we went to the shop with our girlie and bought her biscuits and then came back home.then he said he's leaving and he asked me if i want to make love so he would know if he'll come back early at home.i didn't say yes or no,i asked him where he's going.he said he's going down the neighbourhood with the boys and he said then he won't stay long but he stayed 3 hours and a half he came back at 1:20 a.m.of course i was very nervous and he considered i have no right to be nervous and that i am wrong not him.anyway the discussion was tensionated something about separation and then we got sleep.he had to woke up at 3 or 3:30 a.m. to go fishing so i felt he woke up and when he saw i'm awake he started yelling and adressed me injurious words .why?because i didn't come into his bed before sleeping cause i was sleepy and now how could i be awake.anyway he left and he said to disapear from his home til he come back,but unfortunately in the morning i woke up late and he found me at home but he wasn't as nervous as before but it was me the one nervous now and left . thank you if u could read all that i wrote.i had to say someone