too good to be true?

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i had my first crush when i was in grade three... we were classmate... as i remember it, it was a feeling of love and ultimate for me having a thought that we might end up together for the rest of our lives but my family and i moved to a different place and different school so i cried i thought i wont see him again now im 16 years after i looked for him at friendster and i saw him and add him he was shocked and amaze like me that i found him because he said he has been lookin for me for three years already but got my name in wrong spelling.the feeling was wonderful because i still feel the same way about him and so he is to me. now we chat, call and text are as our source of communication because we are still far away from each other but we are in a relationship for a month and 12 days now.. i dont know if we are really meant to be together we havent seen each other yet for real only on cam... but i was hoping it will go on and that we will end up together for real. but i am scared he might change if he gets to see me in person i dont know i am so scared maybe because i had been into a not so good relationship before and it was painful for me.