I know something happened but I don't know what.

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I had a feeling come over me a few minutes ago. The hairs all over my body stood on ends. It isn't quite over with yet. As I type the feeling is starting to take over again even stronger. I don't know what has happened but someone I am connected to has just died. I don't know to whom it has happened to, but I know that it is true. I have had this feeling come over me more than once in my life and every single time, I have found out later that a person I care about and love has passed over to the other side. It's like their spirits come and tell me bye and I start crying and just know someone has died. Last time this happened it was my grandmother. The time before that, my daughter's father was murdered. When that one happened I was having lunch at the time with my husband and started crying, when he asked what was wrong? I responded "Someone is dead and someone I love is dying." I lived in CA at the time. 7 hours later, my daughter's aunt called me to tell me that her brother had been shot and was dying and Donnie a friend of our's had been killed. So I am sitting here, wondering who it is, since I haven't recieved a phone call yet. I wonder if it is my cousin Sammy, he is dying. I wonder if he decided it was time to go to the other side. I am also wondering if my ex-husband who is in Iraq is okay. Yesterday, I didn't think about it untill I hung up, someone called asking for Michelle Weaver. I haven't been her in a long time. And I have no debt under that name, so I told them they had the wrong number. I wonder if he never changed his emergency contact information with the military. He is remarried himself now, but he is the type of person to forget to change something like that. I thought maybe it was one of my parents, but I called, they are both okay. So anyways this is more of a post for myself, for me to document what happened this afternoon. When I find out something, I will post about it. Does this type of thing happen to anybody else? How do you deal with it? Do you find it a gift or a curse? Personally for me. I think it is a gift, that I haven't fully tapped into yet. I deal with it as well as anyone can when something like this happens. I just deal.