my mother is the reason why i hate my sisters!!!!!

i'm confused!!!!! - i'm totally confused.... i think my mom doesnt love me.... and so i hate my sisters....
India
August 9, 2007 3:36am CST
for a long time i used to wonder why i hate my eldest sister... whenever we speak we usually end up fighting... earlier it was not my intention to start a discussion every now and then with her.... it just happend like that and most of the time my mom would come inbetween and be biased on my sister's side... be it what she said is right or wrong.... i will get really so irritated because my mom doesn't show justice.... i think it was that same feeling which made me loose respect for my mother and love for my sister.... now that my another sister has come home for delivery (i used to love her a lot) my mom is doing the same like how she did with my eldest sister... so i slowly start hating my sister and my mom both... sometime i feel my mom just brought me home from some bin... or orphanage.... i just dont know.... or could this be a reason that both my sisters are earning and so my mom has a source of income from my two sisters.... where as i'm still studying and haven't earned a penny yet.... so my mom treats me like that.... crap.... sometimes i feel i'm reacting for something which i shouldnt be bothered about or take into account.... because my mom usually treats me like that and by now i should've got used to it.... but why is that i'm not learning it that my mom is like that.... why do i expect my mom to support me when i correct or right atleast!!!! i'm 23 and i feel this way... do you also feel something like that or did you feel anything like this when you were of my age???? dont say i behave like a kid because i know its not kiddish to expect your mom's support when you discuss on something thats right....
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