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Why would you go to all the trouble of trying to improve your life by going to school, completing your cna traing, only to kill yourself. You accomplished something great. You didn't say if you passed the exam on Saturday or not, but even if you didn't you can always retake it. Girl 5 weeks ago you weren't trained for this. Now with your own initiative you are. You have plans. If you kill yourself, you kill those plans. Those LVN plans will be gone. Look at all the responses you are getting. None of us even know you, but we care about you.There are other total strangers and known friends who care about you also. I'd bet if you try to talk to someone you know, you will find a warm hug.

Why oh why would you ever want to do this. Life is to fantastic and oh so short. I hope you do not really mean this. If your avatar is you there is so many reasons you should not even be thinking this. And that is true even if it isn't. This is the first time I have come across you. I do not know you but I do know nothing....NOTHING....can be so bad as you think it is. I truly wish I could help. You give no details so that is impossible. But I can tell you this. There are so many great people on MyLot to talk to and you really should make that attempt. Don't give up for it is the only real way you will lose.

Sucides are performed by the most coward people of the world. They dont have guts to live........people commit sucides for simple reasons...like leaving of loved ones. or financial problems or bla bla bla. if u have guts to do something..... then try to live ur life.....if u dont have guts.. then do what ever u want..... RIP........................................

I have said this to my self sooooooooooo many times and jet I always found a reason not to. You are also looking for that reason or you would not have wrote that and I do hope you find it. I will tell you my story or bits of it. I was a very popular girl in school had lots of friends and all then we moved to Australia my English was limited so it was hard for me to make friends I was 15 and had lots to expirience in life and here I was stuck between 4 walls. I said thats it I cant handle this any more. As I was having this dilema my sister got sick so my life had meaning again I was helping her get better and helped look after her little boy. When I was 18 I fell in love with this guy we were about to get engaged when he dumped me and started going out with my best friend. I said thats it I have had enough and then I realised how much I loved my perents, my sister and my little nephew so I didnt end it. Then I met my husband had the big white wedding and than I had my baby boy. He was and is the apple in my eye I love that guy more than I love my self and everyone that I love put together. Than he started having health problems. He was diagnosed with autism and having worked with disabled people that was it. I was living in this very dark cloud and no light was coming throu. I said ok now enough is enough I am going to do it. I started thinking of a way to do it and this little boy who only said about 10 words at the time started saying I WOW YOU (i love you) and jet I send him off to my perents (as I do every thr so I can clean the house) ready to do it. I sat down crying and thinking of the quality of life he would have and how he would have to fight everything in his life and then I downed on me that if I am not there to fight his battles that I would be taking the easy way out instead of helping him, that he would have to do it alone and have to cope with not having me there and hating me for it and blaming him self. So now I dont think about it as I know how much my life would change someone elses life. I remind my self every day how much I mean to that child and how muc I love him and how much he loves me and that he is my reason for staying alive. All the best love and think what your action would mean to everyone around you. Think of the pain and guilt people would have and think of all the love in you that would be wasted.

I hear you. It takes a lot to tell the world you want to kill yourself. Would you be willing to share with me why you want to kill yourself? If not with me, I would love to offer you a crisis line number to call. It is 1.877.727.4747, toll free. So, if you are still thinking about killing yourself, call the crisis line, it is a very safe place to go. Or, when you get a chance, tell me more about what is going on.

Well thats really nice to hear..also try natural ways, try to laugh more, enjoy with friends and keep your days fresh with smiles.

Why would you want to say something like this? Your such a beautiful woman and you probably have so much going for you. At the time your in this state you may not think so but I'm pretty sure you do. Times may seem rough but when I feel bad I think to myself that there are many that have it alot worse than I do. I have so much to be thankful for. Try thinking positive. Maybe call a friend or family member. I'm sure everything will be alright. Just reach out to someone you trust. One thing I know for sure is killing yourself is not the answer and will not solve anything. Think of all those that do love you and how they would feel. There are other options. Seek them out please. God Bless and I will say a prayer for you that all will be alright.

I hear you. It takes a lot to tell the world you want to kill yourself. Would you be willing to share with my why you want to kill yourself? If not with me, I would love to offer you a crisis line number to call. It is 1.877.727.4747, toll free. So, if you are still thinking about killing yourself, call the crisis line, it is a very safe place to go. Or, when you get a chance, tell me more about what is going on.