not being able to say i love you.

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i dont know if its between doing something and going for someone you like and opening up or believing in this so called fate and that i dont need to really try that hard for someone to like me, and that i have to wait, for you, really do you think we should wait for that person to come along, at the age of 19 i am completely clueless of this, i have 2 possible boyfriends, textmates and i just dont seem to want to see them in person, after texting them for about 2 years and i know they would get tired of me, cause then who would want to text with someone who wouldnt like to show her presence for that very long, i dont know really if i think that i am not gorgeous enough, or that i am totally afraid to be rejected. any views, advice.