The Clown
By kittikat1119
@kittikat1119 (24)
United States
August 12, 2007 7:48pm CST
The makeup I put on each morning,
Is different from the rest.
It's the mask of a happy clown
Always at it's best.
The smile never fades away
The happiness never dies,
But the face that hides underneath
Throws back it's head and cries.
"Don't let this clown fade away.
Don't let this happiness die.
Don't let this hurt or disgrace
Show though these hollow eyes.
Do not let anyone know
The ache that's deep inside.
For if this ever were to show
I would surely die."
So I hide
Under the lies
Under the smile
That deceives even the wise.
But once alon
Slowly, so slowly
The clown frowns
Showing the mirror
What only I know.
I see what I try to forget,
The crying eyes, the frowning face.
I stand in front of the mirror
That shows what none can see.
And for this moment I tell the world
Of the hidden life inside of me.
But now I must go back
Under this mask you see.
For I will never again show
The real, true, side of me.
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