how should we regard the blog

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i started to writer my blog about one year ago. Of course. i got fun of writing to exprees my idea and put down the pressure of life and also got several idea. but the list of top blog makes me think more about that , i try to add some other funny thing is which i have little interest in order to get more visit. instead of enjoiy, blog give me more pressure. Every morning i will open it to find who has visit and how many. i'm boring about it now. how should i do? Do you have such experience? tks