Are you lost in life ???

Im lost in this life,,dont know when this will stop,,so sad,depressed,,and lonely. Sometimes confused,,i want to work but in this country the unemployment is freaking high.I just dream of getting away from here forever,and forget my life routine.Start a new happy life once and for all.I hate who i am,,i hate what i do,i hate how i look,,i hate my surroundings exept my parents and brother. I hate what i studied(EMT).I hate my life,,i hate when i wake up,,i hate my town, and all this is from the bottom of my heart..Im sorry i feel this way but is my reality.

I am currently in the process of trying to figure my life out. I am changing careers from my college degree because I have had no luck in it for years and i saw no way out. Now i don't know where to turn or what my purpose is. I just pray everyday and tell the Lord to guide me in the right direction.