did you found someone whom you want to GROW OLD with?

that's sad.. but maybe someone else is on your way, so don't self-imprisoned yourself to what happened at least you've learned your lesson..

I do have someone else in my life now I don't see us growing old together because I still have that other person on my mind all the time and it's not fair to the person I'm with now. But yes I did learn my lesson and I'm paying the price.

forgave me for quoting about your situation, but in my own opinion you should have not jump to another relationship,until you're not settled with your feelings with your past.. maybe you thought that you're gonna get over your before by entering a new one, but now you've realize that it doesn't solve the problem.. i believe that you should have fix and learn to love yourself first before asking yourself if you're really ready to have a serious relationship. i also believe that you'll gonna end up with the right one for you..