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OH HI dear .....i was also thinking about the same when i was of ur age i hated everyone and society was allergic to me and i thought life sucks but as i grow older i began to discover new potentialities in myself..you know how i did it i used the times when iam alone to retrospect into my life...cmom bloo its too early to be depressed at this age there are many things in life where we can feel gr8 bout ourself

I think that you really should try to get put on different meds and keep trying to find a therapist that will be more helpful to your needs. I really hope you do these things. It is hard enough being a teen, but even harder trying to balance being a teen and being depressed and feeling hopeless. I know I have been there, I have suffered from depression and anxiety since I was a child. There is hope out there! You just have to keep searching until you find the right meds and therapist. the combination can be very helpful! Don't give up sweetie!

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Well for one thing get rid of the negative language. Think of something you do like that you do feel positive about and you can say I do, I can etc............... In other words everyone feels what you are feeling at some point in their life , I find I feel that way when I seem to be at a stagnant place in my life, a rut, if you will. so.................I think you should try some new interests, you need a change. Good Luck

I don't know of too many fifteen-year-olds that haven't been through what you're going through. There is no easy all-encompassing answer but I think you need to figure something out before you do anything drastic: is the issue that you want to die or that you don't want to go on living? There's a HUGE difference. I don't think you want to die. I think you don't want to keep living the life you're living and believe me, I've been there. Is there anything - ANYTHING AT ALL - about the future that you would like to do, see, experience, witness? What do you think is making you feel like you want to die? Do you feel powerless to change the things that you believe to be wrong with your life? As someone who has lived to be more than twice your age I can assure you that, given time, a lot of those things will either right themselves or show you themselves how to steer your way away from them (or toward them, as the case may well be). Which of life's rules are you having a problem with? I'd really like to know.

I've been dealing with depression since about your age and all I can say is you have to keep trying. Keep changing your meds around, look for a new therapist that understands you better, journal your emotions and possible causes and just take it one day at a time.

Oh Honey,,you really need to go maybe to the hospital and get some help...I have been suffering the same things since I was about 9 or 10...and I'm 30 now and still feel the same way you do...I have tried to kill myself and ended up in the hospital a few times over it...Now when I get really bad or think I'm gonna go and hurt myself real bad I do go to the hospital...It does seem to help some..Cause you might not be on the right meds that you should be on.That has happened to me alot of times....I just was in the hospital about a month ago and they changed my meds and so far I'm feeling better.I know it don't take everything away but it does help,,,so you might want to try going to the hospital and asking for help and let them know everything you can and stay in therapy it does help just give it some time...And don't be scared to ask anyone for help...If you can't go to your parents find someone you can go to..You are so young and I don't want to see anything bad happen to you...God Bless...