What am I going to do ......

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I am seeking for an appropriate job that will not eat or require much of my time. Here, in my country call centers are very in-demand for agents but I am applying for only back-office support post. I got a call and was initially interviewed by one of the leading call centers in my country. However, in my dismay its for an agent position that they are offering . I got interested but its on a graveyard or night shift. I told myself that if and ever I'll be entering a call center post it will be in a day shift so that I can have quality time with my daughter who needs my caring especially at night (she is only six months). The reason why I want to apply in a private company is because employees are much more compensated that in government firms (especially now that I have a baby). And that they get whatever reward/promotions/opportunities that was really meant for them. Career wise and compensation wise ... it is much better to be working in a private company than in government. Now, that I am a mother I want to give the best and only the best for my baby. And that requires, not only my love for her, but as well as money so that I can give to her the all things that she needs and also in preparation for the years to come when she goes schooling. I am really tempted in those call centers for they offer double or triple of the salary that I am getting right now. I know that I am doing this for my baby but I am also confuse because she needs me .... my full undivided attention, since she is still so fragile .... so small .... still a baby. Sometimes I cried for I don't know whats in store for her in the future ... will she be enrolled in a private catholic school like me ... will she be having a complete set of books, notebooks and other school supplies .... will she be wearing new school uniforms and the likes. I want to give her the luxury that I have when I was at her age and during childhood up to teenage years until the time that I got married. Oh I wish someone could share me some points to ponder regarding this. Thank you.