Why Do People Handle Death So Differently?

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You would think with my Mom dying Tuesday, and then the Funeral yesterday things would be getting better for me. But actually, I would say in some ways, I am feeling more down today than I did yesterday with it being her Funeral. I have actually had a headache that will not quit since then as well also. But it has been interesting seeing the different ways that people in my family have dealt with this. My sister that is 40 who's house we have been at since Tuesday night in Montana, decided her way to deal with death, is by getting drunk. I guess if that works for some, but I am Glad I am a Christian and do not choose that way. I also am Diabetic, etc. so it would not be Good for me to do that as well. I am really wishing I could go hide for about a day or so, and just be alone, or it be just my husband and I and I can regroup like I need too. Well, we are going home tomorrow, so I can then. I just am needing to regroup and get my thoughts in order so life can move on like it needs too. Maybe one day I can look back and know things were for the best. I just Thank all my friends and the support everyone is showing me here while I have had to endure this.