and then
By Naisan
@Naisan (215)
Philippines
October 4, 2007 12:40am CST
he was my once in a lifetime, but he doesnt even know it. i tot he knew that my world revolve only around him, but im just another girl in his life..somebody to cure his boredome in life..but never really considering me in some ways as a partner. somehow i dont ask myself anymore why i made this mistake with him...and then the idiot in me would say again..if ever i will do a mistake it must be with him.
a careless thought that brought me so many tears. why does he have to make me cry? i have just been honest with myself. all i did was to listen to my heart.
and all i ever ask was for him to love me the way that i am, was it so hard for him to be honest with himself that his heart belongs to me?
but how can he be honest with me when he cant even be honest with himself?
my trecherous heart is still yearning for this person even though i know he is not worth.
and...then...i created so many castles in the air. im not sure how this is gonna end up. but i do hope that with this parting he becomes the person God intended for him to be and maybe somehow..somehow that person taht he has become..may need me..someday...
2 responses
@mimpi1911 (25464)
• India
4 Oct 07
Hi Naisan,
I have tears in my eyes. It really hurts when the person you love donot love you. It's killing! But then, this is life.we all have to accept it the way it comes to us. Do not lose heart, may behe is not meant for someone so true like you, may be he will understand later on, may be someone more honest and sweet who would love you you more tan life is awaiting you. So, sweetie, get out of this and give a chance to Mr. right to pamper you with all love and caress.
Good luck!
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@wisedragon (2325)
• Philippines
4 Oct 07
Yeah love can make us dumb sometimes. But keep in mind that there are many men out there. Relax. Open up your mind and your heart. You will be happier I promise.
