I want to quit...

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Within the past few weeks me and my partner took in 2 lodgers to help pay the bills for our first rented property. Things started to go terribly wrong as I do not think we were personalities that suited well. The 2 lodgers arranged to move out and then me and my partner found ourselves in an extremely difficult position within our already struggling relationship. So I asked her to leave. Now, I am in this house on my own and learning to budget my money. Giving up smoking is a priority but I find it so difficult. I can't even get out of bed in the morning without smoking. I can't even forget I haven't had a cigarette because my mouth feels strange if I don't smoke before brushing my teeth. Should I force myself to skip that cig, I have a nasty taste in my mouth until I give in. I'm thinking of going to a pharmacy and asking for their help, getting the relevant medical support at presciption prices, but fear that if I fail on these, would end up spending more money that I originally was, trying to support my addiction as well as conquer it. I was thinkin patches may be the best thing for me, as I don't chew gum anyway and hate anything rubbery in my mouth. At least that way (I'm hoping) I can try and convince myself I don't need a cig because I'm already getting the dosage of nicotine I need. Anyone been through this want to give some advice to me?Thanks