i miss Philippines
By migenKC
@migenKC (792)
Philippines
November 4, 2007 5:13am CST
imagine a 17 year old kid living on her own at s starnge country where no one knows her better that her teddy bear.
i miss Philippines... im now living on a chinese family which represents as my homestay parent. i've got new Filipino here, i met them at church, at school and some other parts of the sydney. i never feel i am alone everytime im outside this four sides of this house.
even if its good and safer to live here, i would still feel im home if im on my own country. there is something at the PHILIPPINES where you can never find on any other places of the world .
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15 responses
@cliffcliff (1350)
• United States
1 Dec 07
where are you then? why dont you go back to phil?
Its not good to be away if you dont want to, not even for money. please careful there dear, you are very young.
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@cliffcliff (1350)
• United States
4 Dec 07
then i guess you have to stay there then until you finish your dream and your goal... that is probably a good thing.
Maybe you wont be there too long, time will go by no matter what, so best to complete your task.
good luck! keep a smile! stay in touch with mylot too, hehe
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@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
3 Dec 07
ohh.. its not that i dont like to be away... and besides i have to this not because of money but because i have to learn something that i will never learn if ill stay forever with my parents.hehe.. :)
i want to go home but ofcourse the will to be succesful of achieving this dream is also in my heart. its difficult to be here (even difficult than i expect) and i always wish to come back home. but despite all, i am trying to fight loneliness not for my self, nor for my parents to be proud of me but for my dreams and my sisters dreams.
i understand you care for me and i am thankful for it. :)
@mensab (4200)
• Philippines
6 Nov 07
hey migen, you are still lucky to be living in an english-speaking country.. what if you are in a spanish-speaking country where english is not widely-used and only 2 filipinos so far i've met in my 3 month-stay here.. no embassy, the consulate is not responding to my queries about filipino community here...
life is difficult, you would imagine.. but i am living it.. it is my reality here.. it's good that i am doing worthwile here.. like you, im studying and burying myself in books and internet..
@mensab (4200)
• Philippines
7 Nov 07
i am pursuing my masters in costa rica.. i would like to think that my spanish is somehow improving because i could somehow communicate with my host mom now without much hand and face gestures. hehehehehe.. i am 32.. good thing though is that i am still single. it makes a little difference because if i have kids and wife in the philippines, it will be an excruciating and painstaking stay away from them...
this christmas will be spent away from home.. it's going to be my first time.. and i don't know how things will fly here.. huhuhuhuh
@kokopelli (4842)
• United States
24 Nov 07
hi migenKC! that's really courageous of you to go to a foreign land by yourself at your age! that's good you're studying while working, try to finish your studies and always aim for higher education.
christmas is approaching, that time of the year again when we long so much for home, sigh. my son is your age, still in Pinas, and he'd be joining us here once he finished his associate degree in 2009. we all can't wait! :)
hang in there girl, go have your dreams come true!
@kokopelli (4842)
• United States
27 Nov 07
i'm here in california. that's good you've made friends there, stay in good circles :)
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
26 Nov 07
hehe.. indeed.. :) thank you for your response. anywyay po. where are living now?
ill be spending my new year, my whole vation and my debut bday all alone by my self.. ohh.. maybe ill be with my friends but still different if ill be with my family and old friends, right? than to be with strangers who suddenly became my friend.. ahihi..
@vehaileairu (2286)
• Philippines
4 Nov 07
hi migenkc^_^
im a filipina too..
when i started to live singapore as i worked with designers..
there were times where i just stare blank and nothing in my eyes...
yes, i was so touched when you said that there is something in our country that is not found anywhere else in the world..
but we have to live with this reality... if we stay in on place.. how can we grow? if we are not ready for a change, how can we learn?...
we have to face the rigors of travel, the wonders of life..
The world is huge, and every place offers a good opportunity..
But we can never deny, the life we live once in philippines.. theres no place like home..
when im lonely.. i just look at the bright side, i go around where i see my fellow kababayans...
or go to malls to forget the lonesome..
when im alone in my room, i just look at my sisters pictures, and smile, because of the sacrifice i make, i can help them... i can make our dreams come true.
dont worry, there is more to life.
more to do... so little time.. but what is worth for s, will always be in place..^_^cheer up now... your such a pretty girl to feel the lonesome..^_^ at least im here to listen..
take care now, you can do it^_^
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
5 Nov 07
wow... you brighten up my day. i am now here at my school where no one listens to the teacher. i wonder if the education at singapore is good. i would like to study there on a university.. :) i am not yet qualified here at australia to study on a uni since i am too young to be there. i am now doing a vocational course. i can still have good job here but not as much as what the uni garaduate can have.. :)
thank you again for making me smile. i also miss my sisters... hay.. this is life and i am facing it as early as now. im working part time and planing to have one full time and one part time during vacation, thats one month from now. :) hihi..
GOD BLESS YOU
@vehaileairu (2286)
• Philippines
5 Nov 07
migenkc...
no worry^_^ i know you can do those jobs, full time or part time.. kayang2x, ikaw pa.
so dont be lonely..
we can do it ^_^
@hillock (749)
• Qatar
13 Nov 07
well i know how hard it is. theres no place like phils! i miss lechon cause im in a muslim country. and when youre away youll appreciate the things that you most taken for granted when you were home. Good thing is im with my cousin here and we see each other once a week. There are lots of filipinos here but ill tell you most of them are snob. especially the ones with high paying job.
@eden_shii (506)
• Australia
16 Nov 07
okay...i must admit that...there are some who are puffed up with pride...i mean, they thought that since they are on the 'land of gold' they think that they are gold...
i've seen and met some filipinos here who are like that...so i just ignore them...there are even some filipinos who cursed their own country...
but as for me, i still love my country...and i love being a filipino...and no matter what, no matter how financially unstable our country is, i will still go back there...home is where my heart is...and philippines will always be my home...
@eden_shii (506)
• Australia
13 Nov 07
really?...maybe they are just shy...
anyway, i really missed the filipino foods...not just the lechon...dried mangoes, green mangoes with bagoong, barbecue--adidas!..lol...and many more...almost all...
@eden_shii (506)
• Australia
10 Nov 07
i'm a filipina too...like you, i am in australia...but i'm in queensland..
i do miss our country...i'm with my sister so somehow, my homesickness is not that worse...i do feel what you feel right now...i really, really miss my family back home...we miss our little sister too...
i miss the filipino foods, and the people out there...i mean, philippines is totally different...we must admit that financially, philippines in not on the best status but when it comes the being "bibo", the pinoys are number 1...
so, you're in TAFE?...we are in TAFE too..we enjoyed the multi-cultural sorrounding there..but still, we want to go home...
when are you planning to go back home?
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
10 Nov 07
im not in tafe but on kent, a private school but still approved by tafe. hay. atleast your with you sister. ill be having my 18th bday here alone (not actually alone but with my filipino friends here who are much older than me.) "BIBO!" thats what australia doesnt have but its not only the happiness im missing to our country but the way we live and the way we deal with life. it is very diffirent from what it is here. or maybe im on cultural shock just like what my friend way back to Philippines explains to me.
i dont know when ill be comming home. maybe 2 or 3 years from now? or until this lonliness gets worse. hehe.. :) thank you for your response. hope to see you around. one hour plane lang diba ang queensland? my mom had been there the last time po kasi. :) mabuhay ang Pilipino saan man sa mundo.
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
15 Nov 07
im at new south wales, sydney... just near the city..
oh.. i would like to go back to philippines next year. hopefully that would be possible for me and will have enough budget to do so. hay.. this is life.. but im still thankful coz my family supports me on my dreams.
hope to see you po.. take care always and have a great career. Godbless us.. :)
@eden_shii (506)
• Australia
12 Nov 07
ahh..okay..i am with my sister but were very sad...we are in a nice country but were with "not-so-good" people...i mean, it is totally difficult to live with a relative whom you thought were like family...that saddens us the more...
it makes us miss our country a lot...because back home, everyone is just happy...ummm...should i say happy-go-lucky?...is that the right word?...well, anyway, i just love our homecountry and our countrymen...there is no place like home...
so you have to wait for that long?...as for me and my sister, we are planning to visit philippines next year...if our budget so allows...we want to eat a lot of filipino food...the lechon baboy!...i missed it...
kita-kits...saan ka uli sa australia?...we might probably go somewhere else in australia...
@academic2 (7000)
• Uganda
26 Nov 07
I know how you feel migen, being far away from home can be a nightmare, but and glad you have some nice Chinese friends-chinese are very good people, they are kind hearted, and am sure the friends you got will stand in for your parents for a while,but whatever you are doing, do remember to go back to the Philipines some day.
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
26 Nov 07
hehe.. yeah they could be.. but a stranger who suddenly become a friend is different. you see, sometimes your bestfriend can be your worse enemy. how much more to a person whom you even dont know or vise versa. i dont want to be negative but im now experiencing bad things here.
they say they care about you when infact they will soon condemn you. hay.. atleast i've got here my churchmates who are trully guiding me and keep on reminding me that God is always there to protect His children.
thank you for you respose academic2. :) have a nice day and God bless us always
@annettenasser (2992)
• Kuwait
8 Nov 07
So how come that you are living there alone? are you working there?
imagine you are still young and already in a strange country, me when i get out of the country i was 25 already.
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
9 Nov 07
hehe.. i applied for my student visa.. im studying as well as working. part time every school days and having a full time every school vacation. that's my life here.. :) hehe.. most of my free time. i spend it cleaning my little room and talking with people here at internet...
@lilaclady (28207)
• Australia
4 Nov 07
I always think how brave young people are to leave their country, leave their families to go to another country, I really think it is brave, I know I couldn't have done it when i was young I was just too insecure, but if it is good for you , your future then maybe it will be worthwhile, I hope so and i hope one day you will know what a great thing you have done for yourself, good luck for the future my friend.
@cnetboss (2473)
• Philippines
27 Nov 07
Its natural that you would miss the country that you use to live and the people you missed. You could always go back if you feel that your happiness is not to live on other countries.
@rsa101 (38166)
• Philippines
8 Nov 07
Its a nice thing to hear from a fellow Filipino that still feels Filipino even they are now away from their country. I see many Filipinos who forget their citizenship and love for their country when they are given the opportunity to lived outside the country. But in your case you seek to be identified as Filipino and I am happy to see you like that and hopefully you stay like that. You are lucky indeed you are given the privilege to be there.
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
9 Nov 07
hehe.. lot of thanks rsal101...my views to our country wont change i promise.. :)
maybe im lucky i have given this oppurtunity but you will never know how hard it is unless you will be on my situation.. nothing is easy. i need to be strong for my little sisters and be a good example to them. i want them to build dreams and achieve it. i want them to make there life better than what i can do with mine.. :)
im now gathering strenght to those people who can i talk with like you.. hehe.. kahit na sa mylot lang okay na ako.
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@erickrubio (624)
• Philippines
4 Nov 07
MigenKC, I never realized that you are outside of our country. How long will you be staying there? Always take care and never forget where you came from.
Good luck to your studies!
@milkfish (371)
• Philippines
6 Nov 07
Hi migenKC! I hope that you will soon have the opportunity to go visit your roots here in the Philippines. As they say, there's no place like home. But pinoys, wherever you put them in the world will survive and excel. So keep on surviving and excelling wherever you are, whatever you do. Mabuhay ka!
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
6 Nov 07
thanks milk fish.. i miss eating bangus cause it is too expensive if you'll buy it in here. hay... this is life. im a little bit tired of doing things alone but i am also having fun learning things i would never learn from our country or in any place. have a nice day and ingat.. salamat po again
@febriantoeko (205)
• Indonesia
16 Mar 08
There was something in the Philippines where you could have not found in another place whichever world,the explanation love to me why ?