Have u ever thought of commiting suicide because of your love?

@huilee (1005)
Singapore
November 12, 2007 2:41am CST
Please for goodness sake, i hope noone will ever try such a thing... It will really be silly of u if ur guy doesnt comes back and take care of u ya... U nv noe whos doing what and noone is worth ur sacrifice for life... Nothing is more important then being alive and living well... I guess i should share with u my thoughts... Some silly thoughts on my part... SOmetime back, not very long, just recently... I had this idea of committing suicide too... I really hope to fall into a deep coma... Because i feel so upset... I have been quarreling with my bf and it gets so bad to a extent i cry every day... I nearly wanted to slash my wrist... Or just jump down the building... This pressure accumulates and eventually i couldnt take it... But... When i think over, i look at my parents and friends... I noe tt no guy is worth my tears and that if ever, i do such a stupid thingy, noone else except my family will be most upset... Whats more, my bf would be upset to learn i did such a thingy... I won over my stupid actions and now i look back and laugh at myself... My relationship is no smooth sailing boat... My parents used to dislike my guy and my friends all hated us for getting into this relationship... its so complicated i break down... But yah, i realised it doesnt matter as long as my guy is willing to go through all this with me... Talk to ur guy... Let him noe ur actions... but nv try repeating such acts again, get it? =) I hope things will be better for all of us... Besides, communication is the barrier to everything and yet it is the tool to help us get in touch and connected which means to say, talk ur problems out... It might not work well, but at least give it a try ya...
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@aowaow (1516)
• Indonesia
13 Nov 07
oh dear, that's.. try to forgive yourself... ___________________________(I Forgive myself....)
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@huilee (1005)
• Singapore
14 Nov 07
Yesh, everything's over... I no longer felt that way... Im glad its over too... =)
• United States
13 Nov 07
I have not. I do not think that I would ever do that, or want to do that. I would never want to kill myself over someone else.
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@huilee (1005)
• Singapore
14 Nov 07
Thats good... Keep on rocking... Dun let anyone or anything to stop you from doing so...
@jillhill (37354)
• United States
12 Nov 07
No....to me men are like busses....another one will come along if the relationship doesn't work out. I know how hard it is to be in difficulty in a relationship and some relationships are worth working things through. But no one is worth ending your life over. A friend of mine....another friend of hers....had a fight with her bf last week. He hung himself. There is no way to undo what you would be doing to others if you took your own life. Life in general is too precious to waste.
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@huilee (1005)
• Singapore
13 Nov 07
To me, they are like b%astards... Sorry all guys... I know there are exceptional good guys... But too bad for me, i have met none... Yah, i have learn too... If this doesnt works out, another will come along, its just whether u r willing to accept the one waiting for u anot... Oh, im so sorry to hear that.. Is ur friend okie now? Argh... Why do such things happen to couples... This world is so pessimistic... Let's move on well... Look forward to having a good life with the ones who should be...
• Philippines
13 Nov 07
goodness, no! it's the most stupid, childish thing to do. There are many men out there. Why waste life over a childish, immature, unworthy people who doesn't care about you for the things they do? There are better things to do in life than waste it. There are better more serious, understanding, unconditional people who could give you more love and care like your parents, friends and relatives. Don't try to do or think again of what you did once.
@huilee (1005)
• Singapore
13 Nov 07
Yesh, indeed its very stupid and silly of me... Most foolish... But yah, i wouldnt do it again... Life is too precious.. We only live once...
@mqakgn (1)
• China
13 Nov 07
No...I know the feelings because I've been there before. But I think I'll find the true love.
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@huilee (1005)
• Singapore
13 Nov 07
Good to know that you are so optimistic... Keep the charm going and dun lose the confidence... I used to think that my true love will come too... But i guess i have turn so pessimistic... My love will still come, but it will no longer be pure... Instead, it will be tainted... So sad...