My experience of Blind Date

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Last weekend, my cousin called me and told me to have dinner in her house, i was really glad because i havent met her for a long time. But after i went to her house, there was a girl sitting on the sofa, then my cousin told me she had arranged a blind date for me and that girl, i was really angry that she didnt me tell me that in advance, but in order to keep polite, i didnt behave very unhappy. Then my cousin went out to buy some stuffs and left me with that girl. So we started a very formal, and we talked about our hobbes, she told me she liked watching TV very much, but i dont like watching TV, she was very talktive and wordy. All the time she kept talking and i was like a dumb man. I have to say she is not my type. At last, she gave me her cell phone number and asked me to contact her when i am free, and she also lent me two discs about the TV shouws that she likes, i had to accept too. I felt the time with her was so long, and i hoped to escape as soon as i can. Them till 10'0 clock at night, i said i had to leave.Now a week has past, and i didnt contact her at all, because i didnt want to do it. Today, my cousin called me and said the girl had contacted her saying she likes me very much and was wondering why i didnt contact her. Then i told my cousin that i am not ready for a relationship. My cousin was very angry, she said i should consider it because i am aleady 25 years old, she told me to try to have a relationship with her. But i refused. I said i would invite her to have a dinner and give the discs back to her. After all, i feel very unhappy now, because i think i will hurt that girl, but i didnt promise anything, i only met her one time, so i have no responsibilty....But i dont know why, i am unhappy about this. Do you have the same experience, can what should i do now?