a special friend?

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How do you define a special friend? Someone you can always depend on....simply just there for you ready to share whatever moments you have in your life, might it be happy, sad or simply just doing nothing.....i lost track of one friend for quite sometime....17 years had pass and last june i found him over the net....happy to have found him once again, but despite the years that had lost we managed to catch up in each others lives....and the communication went on and on....we came to the point of keeping track of each others activities....i know what i feel is a special feeling and vice versa but i know deep down inside it cant be since i very well know he's taken....the sad part is the more i tried to avoid the feeling...the more i realize he'd been special ever since....i hate it but what can i do ? He made me feel soo special, he checks on me for God knows how often......and it melts my heart..despite the distance he makes things possible.......sometimes, my mind refuse to do what is right.....but one thing i know for sure, i dont wanna lose him ever again. I know im at a loosing end, he's taken but what can i do to make this go away......indeed a very special friend he is but maybe perhaps, ill just let it be....