How to spend X-mas...................without them...(t-t)
@tintin_091386 (20)
Philippines
November 26, 2007 2:17am CST
How can i spend x-mas when the people I want to spend with are gone...(T-T).....they are the one who makes me happy, my mother died because of cancer and i know she can't live any longer....when she died it takes me so long to move on.....it really hurts me....!!!My mother is really special...i love her so much...(i miss the way we hug, we laugh..)
How can i spend christmas without her...im not contented, it makes me feel incomplete.....!!!Did you guyz felt the same way as i am..??How did you spend your christmas without your love one???
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@lilaclady (28207)
• Australia
26 Nov 07
I know it is very hard, I have no family now and I just can't handle Christmas, I spend it on my own and this is by choice, I tried a couple of years ago as I was invited to join their family, I don't know if I just wasn't ready but I ended up in tears and probably spoilt everyones Christmas, it is not easy and I don't think it will ever be, you can join in on other peoples Christmas but to me it is like looking in the window of another family from the outside...tintin just remember we are not alone...
@lilaclady (28207)
• Australia
29 Nov 07
No tintin I am far from being strong, I will lock myself away on Christmas Day even though I have a few invitations, I spoilt a families Christmas a couple of years ago, I will never do that again... it is very hard...
