In my quest to figure out why...

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Some of you know of my history of recurrent miscarriages and my never ending quest to find out WHY they keep happening. Last May I found a disease - Celiac - that explained all my symptoms bowel/stomach issues AND my miscarriages too. Well I got referred to a gastrologist and had a endoscopy scheduled to do biopsy's to test for Celiac disease or whatever else they might find if that wasn't it. Well the week before I was to have the endoscopy I found out I was pregnant (as only about 3 of you knew). And things seemed to be better as I stopped eating gluten (people with Celiac disease has a gluten intolerance). I really had myself convinced that that pregnancy would be successful. We even told my family at 14 weeks. Then on July 11th (about 3 days later after telling my family) - yep a day that was suppose to be really exciting for me as Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix opened in theaters and I'm a HP freak - I found out our baby had yet again died. Well I FINALLY rescheduled my endoscopy and have gotten the test results back. I don't have Celiac disease BUT I do have chronic erosion gastritis, something to do with reflux (can't remember exactly what she said), and H. pylori - a serious bacterial infection of the stomach. I have already been treated for the H. pylori but have to be retested for it to make sure it's gone completely as it sometimes take more than one treatment. The bad thing is they're is only 2 antibiotic cocktails that treats it and I am allergic to both. I didn't know I was allergic to one until I took it - the other we already knew I was. My doc and I decided that considering the lack of other options and the fact that it was only a rash I would complete the treatment unless some other reaction occurred - but thankfully it was just the rash that spread. So we're really hoping that it's gone :) [Back story a bit - the nurse practitioner I see in that docs office use to be the nurse at my OBGYN's office and knows my history of miscarriages. Not to mention that she also use to be my sister-in-law's sister-in-law.] I was asking her if it could be the reason I'm having miscarriages (she said she can't say for certain but she's never read about it because it usually can not live outside the stomach - though I've read that it can on rare occasions spread to the uterus causing recurrent miscarriages) and if I could have had it for years (which she did say yes). I also ask her if it would explain away my fatigue issues (yes) and about my seemingly poor blood circulation (no). I told her I've been tested for poor blood circulation but it came back that my blood coagulates normally. Yet my limbs go numb without doing anything (pressure on them, ect) to cause it. And I can't hold my hands over my head for more than a couple of minutes without it being painful - really painful. As I was researching H. pylori on the internet I came across a B-12 deficiency that could very well explain a lot of my symptoms INCLUDING my miscarriages and the blood circulatory thing. I ask her if it would show up under normal anemia tests (its a type of anemia) and she said no that it's a different test altogether. I told her that I'm always pale (as she can see duh) and my anemia tests always come back normal. Plus the only thing the tests come back on the baby's are that the blood seemed to not be flowing enough or something to the baby - even though I've been on baby aspirin the last several pregnancies (that could have further aggravated my gastritis that I didn't know I had). So she said we'd do some B-12 tests and some more test like protein, iron, ect. And she may refer me to a hematologist (blood doctor). She - like me - says there as got to be a reason these miscarriages keep happening. And she thinks it might be worth the while to go see a hematologist to see about further testing. Even though - like she knows - I've been extensively tested on normal things that causes recurrent miscarriages (lupin, anti lipids, ect). Hopefully too I will make it up to Louisville one of the days to see another high risk OB/fertility specialist. It's hard to schedule a convenient time because they only allow certain times for new patients and I want my hubby to be there when we go. He feels it pointless because we've seen someone else about it before. But I told him doctors experience different things and it wouldn't hurt to see what they've got to say. My next doc appointment is in a month. But as soon as my test results come back I know she'll call to tell me what the results are. She's great about that. I haven't taken them yet though because well...the one to check if the H. pylori is gone requires something a little extra if you catch my drift. So when I take that in I'll have the blood work done too. But for some reason I feel that much closer to finding an answer. Maybe it's just eliminating another thing...or maybe it's her enthusiasm on it too. So - as some of you say 'to make this a real discussion' have any of you had any similar experiences : whether it be with gastritis, recurrent miscarriages, H. pylori, ect? Or know anyone with them? Or have or heard of anything else that I might read up on to be tested about to end my quest once and for all? As an after thought for those of you who don't know me. I haven't ruled out adoption. I'd love to do that regardless of if I ever have one of my own - but I so desperately want my own child too for loads of reasons. Thanks in advance for all responses :)