do You believe that friends still ease the pain??

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I have so many friends since birth but most of the time, I can't feel their presence.... Some of them is just my friend in happiness, but they don't know what I'm carrying is, a big problem, even if I'm so physically happy...Because I'm a girl who is a very cheerful teen, especially if I have so many problems in life, instead of crying everywhere andalways thinks about the solution of my problem, I used to Laugh and enjoy my self in happiness together with my friends...What does it mean?