scholar???

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I really dont know what should I feel being a scholar.... Sometimes I feel I am too pressured regarding my acaddemic status. I feel, I am force to study, although I am not in the mood. But, on the one hand. I feel that I am lucky enough that I am so...because I was given the oppurtunity and even the preveledge to study in a luxurious University. While others wanted so...but was not given the chance... Well...I really have this confusing feeling. But, anywayz...God knows everything...It's all under His control of sovereighnty. What else can I do??? I'm destined to struggle...